Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Today got woke by my mum at 5.45 am! Scream and shout at me and my sisters for no answer her wheresoever we want to follow her for morning exercise! So i woke up quickly brush up myself but she left the house with out me!!
I call asked where was she " I already left". Did I told her to wait for me ?Cant Just a spare me a few sec ? NO I WONT WAIT FOR U! SO GO BACK TO SLEEP !! [ I was like WTF? Woke me and ask me to sleep?] And started complaint " Always I go alone....etc..." Curse me and my sec sister if both of us don't find a job she also hack care!!
Do u know how is like to be harsh shock up by U!! The mother I use to know is no longer with us. That charming and independent woman is gone... What left is another soul who live in my mother body!! Making this comment, very sad.
If I don't vent my anger out LIKE NOw.. By the time I old , I will even worst than my mum. Laugh out loud!
Chest pain again when ever She speak like this ..
The house we living in, is not happy . A angry house is bad for this moment when my mum emotion uncontrollable. Making the whole family also. Seen each other like "free loader" cant wait kill each other by using harsh words , throwing stuff around the house. (So if this matter also like u guys out there solution is MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE!!)
Solution is to move!! But money concern wise, I haven't got a job so we cant get a loan form the government! And secondly to find the "Right house" for the whole family is also a challenge.
Lastly, on what I have learn let go, sorry for all those soul who lives with us. please grant me the will power to survival this matter.
I call asked where was she " I already left". Did I told her to wait for me ?Cant Just a spare me a few sec ? NO I WONT WAIT FOR U! SO GO BACK TO SLEEP !! [ I was like WTF? Woke me and ask me to sleep?] And started complaint " Always I go alone....etc..." Curse me and my sec sister if both of us don't find a job she also hack care!!
Do u know how is like to be harsh shock up by U!! The mother I use to know is no longer with us. That charming and independent woman is gone... What left is another soul who live in my mother body!! Making this comment, very sad.
If I don't vent my anger out LIKE NOw.. By the time I old , I will even worst than my mum. Laugh out loud!
Chest pain again when ever She speak like this ..
The house we living in, is not happy . A angry house is bad for this moment when my mum emotion uncontrollable. Making the whole family also. Seen each other like "free loader" cant wait kill each other by using harsh words , throwing stuff around the house. (So if this matter also like u guys out there solution is MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE!!)
Solution is to move!! But money concern wise, I haven't got a job so we cant get a loan form the government! And secondly to find the "Right house" for the whole family is also a challenge.
Lastly, on what I have learn let go, sorry for all those soul who lives with us. please grant me the will power to survival this matter.
YES I WILL!!
I AM SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I THANK YOU AND I LOVE U!
I AM SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I THANK YOU AND I LOVE U!
i want you back at 7:46 AM
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy