Wednesday, February 21, 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO U ALL!!!
There goes a new year again.... So how ur guys been? hope u all everythings goes well!!! Just for info i n my family went back to mine grandmother house.. Along with my sis Frenz... she nice, easily get excited..{Been trouble by her spouse!!!} .. lots of story abt herself... {dont know how to said!!} , as i went back play mahjong.. just a luck.. nope win or lose!!!
HOW THIS HONG BAO?
This year not bad i can said.. Nth much to tok abt it .. have block in my brain..
watch lots of DVDs drama, Wondering when will be i be fallen in love with
"WHO" ever wat ever!! 14 fed went by so fast using sobbing eyes as lover went past me..
Sing my sorrow n pain... using work to cure my aches.. hurting my body even more. But still i am here waiting for wat i guess? i really tired to hold wat is mine {which i wondering is this mine?} coz try to speak is lesson i failed e most !!!
Will there be any 1 there out to hear me out? I stay alone in front of my path wondering how to, where to? Guide me {Can u } [ GOD]? As animal starting to die slowly is it coming to end?? How many year can i live here this land n sky above? Am i spoilt by the life u given to me? I wondering why ? Have I been good?
Inside my heart there a Devil , Monster. Once it got the chance to misbehave there no 1 to stop it!! Hurting ppl ,Kill ppl throught lies.. THE only way is (Love from everyone i know, forgiven from ppl i have hurt).{Do I have a chance?} But other than that my heart is just a creep n gross inside?
I always so lonely am i cause of it?
I use to think where e bubble caring gal have been ?
Is SHE gone to hide in her world ? dont wan to speak lay on ground? DOing Wat ?
What u all see now is a gal not yet a woman , like souless standing in middle of road, a road block ? In front of heavy traffic ppl...
In her mind only think where my home? Who come to pick me up? Tell me to follow him/her?
Till this day SHE still standing wondering ....
Will post other next time when i have chance...
i want you back at 2:22 PM
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy