Wednesday, July 26, 2006

***Sleepless night***
Blench at night, Looking at the phone, nope reply from u? So depressing!!! What have I done this time? Hello ever any 1 to help? My soul lost in my mind, living past like a movie but NO Will in life? Ahead?
Drawn to dawn…. Tell all beings a new day start, goes my routine, drowning myself in work, like painkiller to my heart n soul.. Numb by every matter… Not concerns to every place, family, friends…
I totally give up!!! So tired!!! Stress all burden on myself… Guilty every mistake I made!! Self-Warning!! What next? Carefree? How? Just to lets go? Really can? Solve? Does it ends here now?
Still fighting till now. One day, I will find answer to all my problem!!!
i want you back at 12:50 PM
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
Tuesday, July 11, 2006

NEW CHANGE AT MY WORK PLACE
Working place changes two manager one quit , one tranfer.... at e fast food i work... den came a "R" manager .... darn it blow my anger away .. so shitty .. really come down to e store change everything, arrange e whole store!! ass!!! crowd in i still struck looking e stuff i wan ... piss me off!!! so now i dont give a ******. missing e old manager.... carefree when i with them now like my freedom is been taken away from that ******... dont force ppl to skin her up !!!! kao tink abt her make me boil.... hope i can stilll live n be free hope that "she" tranfer out ASAP!!! wat rule!! wat strict!!! dont throw n ask me to live in ur rule!!! wat *******..... i not a slave to u !!!
i want you back at 12:32 PM
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy