Thursday, March 02, 2006

yesterday nitez.. got shock up by my mum that where my 2nd sister go till now ... i look at clock i tink "WAT OMG is 2 am in Morning ... feeling so ! @ #@$$^%&**&^#^... n she continue... scold my dad 4 not concern...wat ever ...... nagging away... i got this feeling she got it e way she like it ... Y? Y? cant i do same way? i cant tink away... hardly slp well ... so shitty... one thing i told mum that she should ask wherether i can make it to e class... just drop a bomb ask me to take off day from my work ... she so piss off scold me that is it u have to ask ur boss than can go istzzz... hgrrrr.... "STOP distub ME!!!" i feel so sick n tired ...... y? living in parent house they treat u like kid listen to they order.. live the way they ask?... tie up till one day i will die due struggle to death..... my 2nd Sis work in pub which my mum got so mad again scold shouting away .... oh god pls i pray every nitez cant we live life in a simple way Y? Y? coz a broke minorr cant nvm be mend? can it be mend? is it till one in family gone 4ever.... then they know how wat regret..... is this going to be true? i cant tink , i refuse to tink abt ...... hate it or 4get it...