Thursday, March 30, 2006
recently toking throught a frenz abt guys so suck ...her bf ... life go on ... {balls} still so shitty same so disgusted by him ... he dont call me coz really nth to tok abt i dont wat am i tink wondering still hoping that he will call me tell me wat happen recently... look like i n {balls} not fated to be 2gether... i really hope i will 4get him ASAp.. coz drag to long he will be fine BUt... i will be nuttty..... fallen 4 him ? not sure pls pls i really wan to be alone... Dont follow me ... COZ i going no Where...(T_T''') .. where will my peace of my land will arrived?.... i awaited.....
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Friday, March 17, 2006
messy eater
working at fastfood "N".... same as cleaning all those messy eater... so dirty ... sauce litter all around some more bring outside food in n eat!!!! OMG!!! ends up we so busy have to clean they rubbish.... y? can't be more considerate...GET LOST!! i am not paid enough to be nice to u >>> wat!! a set meal...not like u paid us not enough!!! such *!@#$%^&()_+
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
a long time nvm up date!!! hihi... recently i wondering wat wrong with me ,.... lost in my own world.. stop tink 4 that worse... coz i still lost n tired .. frenz r u all out there? heart so pain.. lonely creeping in n out of me ... air-con frozen me up.. shiver ...crawl throught me... wat a pain... yesterday went to fenzs graduation from Army... three month like that passed... wat a journey..
i totaly lost contect with a lots of frenz... just to prove i need to change a place again to make new frenz... haiz... start all over not a bad idea... must i change myself ... 4 a better 2morrow? left me alone 4 ever.... That better 4 everyone coz i always tink i am burden to them ... so tired... r u all tink so? didn't wan to hurt u all no longer... heart scream in pain ... y? hurt so much?
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
yesterday nitez.. got shock up by my mum that where my 2nd sister go till now ... i look at clock i tink "WAT OMG is 2 am in Morning ... feeling so ! @ #@$$^%&**&^#^... n she continue... scold my dad 4 not concern...wat ever ...... nagging away... i got this feeling she got it e way she like it ... Y? Y? cant i do same way? i cant tink away... hardly slp well ... so shitty... one thing i told mum that she should ask wherether i can make it to e class... just drop a bomb ask me to take off day from my work ... she so piss off scold me that is it u have to ask ur boss than can go istzzz... hgrrrr.... "STOP distub ME!!!" i feel so sick n tired ...... y? living in parent house they treat u like kid listen to they order.. live the way they ask?... tie up till one day i will die due struggle to death..... my 2nd Sis work in pub which my mum got so mad again scold shouting away .... oh god pls i pray every nitez cant we live life in a simple way Y? Y? coz a broke minorr cant nvm be mend? can it be mend? is it till one in family gone 4ever.... then they know how wat regret..... is this going to be true? i cant tink , i refuse to tink abt ...... hate it or 4get it...
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
yesterday just went to my frenz help her to do some video... 4 her project.. so funny n tired... dont y this few day got such a great mood swings... up n down till some ppl in my work place cant take it ba... my frenz said abt that guy who everytime stick too me like glue is a "SM" .. " i think he only wan to eat u up lol my boyfrenz tink also same..."{sudden give me a very creep feeling } I can only pray that guy would tink abt that ba coz i only treat him like frenz lol...
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