Wednesday, October 26, 2005
once a again , sometime nvm posting recently busy ,, got lots of work for me to do so sick till i feel so blue.... chatting nth over here n there ... toking abt some gal dress like b****n s****... making me wan to laugh out loud ... pls can they know how to dress so shit ... making me wan to vomit ... horrible make-up... so shocking ... wondering how can thery boy frenz can take it .... so pls don't make ur self a monster.... scared ppl like that... if u wan look gd pls slim down or do some thing abt it.... abt is my comment kk who ever out there pls really take a gd look around see how shocking there dress-_-''''''' that all 4 now.....
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Friday, October 21, 2005
What is True Love?
What is true love? I ask that question time and time again. Could it be real? Sometimes I think it's hard to tell. I believe that the meaning of true love isn't clear to anyone. It's a question that can never be answered, but keeps a person thinking about it.
What does it mean to love someone? An emotional attraction can be just as strong as a physical attraction, so who's to say when love is in your corner. I hate when people say, "You're too young to be in love" It's not true. Love can appear at any age to anyone. However, the question that boggles my mind is: Does true love really exist, or is it just a figment of one's imagination? Is it possible to make yourself believe you're in love, even when deep in your heart you're confused? People can say I love you, but what does it really mean. Is it being said because the love is real, or do people say it because they feel they should?
This is not a perfect world. With love, hate always follows. What does love consist of? Is it the butterflies in your stomach or the fast beat in your heart? Do you want love so bad you can taste it, so you make up a dream in your mind? I always thought that I could speak from experience. I could say, "yes, I am in love" My dream faded too fast. Even though I'm only 21, I still felt that this special person in my life could be the one I referred to as my "first love". I was hurt and because of it, I now doubt love.
Was I really in love or was I just some, hopeless romantic convincing myself that love was there? I'll never know. The questions I ask will never be answered. Is there really that magical feeling that everyone talks about? And when the relationship comes to an end, is love what makes you unwilling to stay, but unwilling to leave? The ultimate question, if what everyone says about love is true, then why does love have to hurt so much?
Got this from e net some one out there feel de same way as i do ....go,go, some time i wondering my life is like this author....so pls get ur life live to fullest..... rock u own world......
i want you back at 12:40 PM
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
there go again
Got this from a frenz coz he drawing nope bad ..missing someone who can hold me tight
but still alone again ....
Hoping there someone out there can spead he's wings to
save me from lonliness, fear, hurt...
hoping is nvm there...
i want you back at 4:42 PM
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Sunday, October 16, 2005
MY FRENZ SENT ME THIS
THAT HOW LIFE IS ABT SO FUNNY ....THAT WAT I SEE WHEN MY FRENZ SENT ME THIS MESSAGE:
Missing on someone? Message: Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her. Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him missing the final episode of your favourite show.Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying ifhe/she is okay.Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u.Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.
WHEN I SEE THIS WONDERING THAT LIFE HURT SWEET FEELING SO HAPPY DEN GOT HURT I THAT TYPE ONCE HURT THAT FOREVER PAIN TIME MAY FADE IT BUT I WILL REMEMBER ALWAYS IN MY MIND ... TELL ME PPL OUT THERE... Y? IS'nT ALONE WILL BE BETTER? THAT MY VEIW.. OFF ALONE IN E WIND..... THAT 4 NOW I GUESS..
Missing on someone? Message: Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her. Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him missing the final episode of your favourite show.Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying ifhe/she is okay.Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u.Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.
WHEN I SEE THIS WONDERING THAT LIFE HURT SWEET FEELING SO HAPPY DEN GOT HURT I THAT TYPE ONCE HURT THAT FOREVER PAIN TIME MAY FADE IT BUT I WILL REMEMBER ALWAYS IN MY MIND ... TELL ME PPL OUT THERE... Y? IS'nT ALONE WILL BE BETTER? THAT MY VEIW.. OFF ALONE IN E WIND..... THAT 4 NOW I GUESS..
i want you back at 11:23 AM
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
wat a gal want
got this somewhere :
when a GIRL is quiet.millions of things are running in her mind.when a GIRL is not arguing.she is thinking deeply.when a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions.she is wondering how long you will be around.when a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds.she is not at all fine.when a GIRL stares at you.she is wondering why you are lying.when a GIRL lays on your chest.she is wishing for you to be hers forever.when a GIRL wants to see you everyday.she wants to be pampered.when a GIRL says "i love you".she means it.when a GIRL says "i miss you".no one in this world can miss you more than that.
when i see this para of words really means a lot to me .. say out that gal nvm hard to know sometime wat they wan to love pamper n lots more when two person in love there so many thing to learn .....hiaz so 4 me sill alone in this world work hard for my life to live alone nope one to depend on any1 anymore..... that my motto for now... THANK TO THOSE WHO READ 4 MY BLOG....
i want you back at 1:20 PM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Sigh........haiz...
Saw this cute pic make me laugh non stop ... so cute .. got a feeling some time life is like that ... my mum sometime i got a feeling she getting old ... behave once again like a child ... do ppl change back again to kid ?? who know? As same boring with work, frenz .. life busy time files ... recently my boss asked me how am i .. got any problem ... (really didn't wan to bother him) he also got lots problem to solve... Miss frenz who r go to leaves me.. hope they r always fine... i hope they live they life to fullest.. thanks !!! Ooppss.. i 4got JUNE ur make up so Pretty hope u got a chance to change making all guys out there to regret ( LOOK Nvm last long but it will shock they eye off !!! so gals power!!! those out there.. change DONT WAIT NOW START U PLAN MAKE THOSE GUY HATE THEMSELF THAT THEY EYE IS BLIND!!!) hee hee that to vent my angry la.... That all for now!!!!
i want you back at 12:21 PM
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Monday, October 10, 2005
THEORY BLUE
life as usual...recently take test for advance thoery..for cars repeat FAILED...rRRRrr... cant take it any more Y? me such a idot ...*****last weekends brought a lots of sutff shoes, comic.... my money dried up...BOO.BOO.. This month lots of ppl birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOSE!!!! Thinking lonely again coz many year nvm got a chance on my birthday ask frenz to enjoy with me coz of e chinese new year... lonely again ...living in this city wondering alone.... i guess sometime i tink i tok to much sry to those who know me!!! (got this pic from my e-mail.. so cool ... my fallen angel...)
sometime slience is better than talktive....take a note everyone out there!!!!!
i want you back at 12:32 PM
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
computer loser
Just brought a ipod mini i so cazy abt it but dont how to operate got this feel that i wan to sell it haiz .. wondering any one out there want it? so sain ???? nth to do recently weak in math so count till i go nutty .... got to go 4 now!!!
i want you back at 6:13 PM
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Monday, October 03, 2005
alone one
alone feeling so bad so sad when i saw this pic tink is it fate e way i wan it to be alone? nope wan it be sometime dont wat to say wat to tok dont how to express themself ... living alone dont wan anyone to stay with is a lie ... boring some time ,, lockup in little world of mine dont know that some time world can be very big but chose alone coz ppl out there hurt each other in order to live... Y? GUESS I NVM KNOW ..... LIFE CANT BE A BIT OF PEACE Y? ASK A LOT OF PPL BUT ANSWER DIFFERENCE ... NVM GOT A CHANCE TO KNOW IT WELL.... TO LATE TO KNOW WHEN U GOING TO LEFT THIS WORLD.... ALONE..THAT ALL.... THANKS
i want you back at 8:01 AM
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