Friday, September 30, 2005

Got sick of it

alone again sain post this page have some stress coz dont know wat happen cant upload e pic whole morning till now dont know my com got virus? going to learn drive... ya hoo long time nvm touch stering wheel heee!!!! all my frenz is shocked... so worry ... that i will crash... ALEX said that i nvm pass that ALEX (************) curse that fellow....idot... brought a pod from my frenz but batt so easily flat lor... sain again .

living in e city i knew so long , yet so strange , walk past everyone ,so close yet hardly knew each other well.. went home face tv so boring, going back to work next day face same unsolve problem... life still quite 4 a while tink is time to place where really alone enjoy e peace n fun 4 a change.. leave this city i know 4 so long explore e world alone can be unfold e heart that being under wall that worry of hurt! have fun dont worry how ppl look at me ..........+_+

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

music in my life

when i small love music n learn piano is my fav ... once i told my mum that i want to learn to ballet but she said that i too fat to learn i so totally so sad when i grow up i found kids that more plum than i was when i small .... sometime wondering Y? is she trying to tell me ...sometime i dont wat growup up to coz everytime they only told me that u nvm know coz u r not so mature in enough>>>> i so sick of it >>>WHY? wat do u mean that i grow up ...coz i cant solve they problem so i cant help out or wat ?.... when u big then they said why u still co such a kid Y? i dont know how to live e way u wan ??? i really dont now!!!! I REALLY TOTAL SICK OF IT ...(THAT TO VENT MY ANGER LA!!!!******) Kk that for now!!! thanks all ur time again to see my blog...

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Monday, September 26, 2005

MONDAY BLUE

TODAY is monday blue but time files so fast yesterday enjoy some peace n quite ... nope one call (but got sms) ,,stay at home doing house work cleaning so hard work ... reading comic ....that so enjoyable . But SATurdaY, went to sentosa wowow cool beach place change a lots enjoy rides ,e bus services is so gd .. i tink spend abt near to $100 but still enjoyable haiz beazh so cool wind blow when around evening ... thanks GOD make a place so wonderful ...
Yesterday call my frenz 'R' she alone tink abt past tink happen fun,pain with her ex- ....(my view is can't let go is e most painful .... only way to face it but how many ppl can face it ? hiaz hurt (Ouch!!!!) den she said wan to hang up she wan to be alone...(sometime i wonder...dont know wat say to help her... n her exam is coming.. making me so worry ..when can she be more strong ... i pray ... God pls ....) thanks once again coz waste ur time look at my blog!!!

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

Saturday....

Today going to sentosa, got new upgrade...see how is it first, wherether is fun to play coz............. so today enjoy rock it up (yahooooooo!!!!!)hee..any one out tell me wherether sentosa is fun or ....... that all

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Friday, September 23, 2005

First three month

left with one more week...before i got confirm with e job i working now but so craking my head that hurt so much coz dont know wat to tok abt e pay coz if not happy than how sain lor ... look for another job? nope job nope money that so sick i dont know how ... outsides so many ppl out there still jobless!!! i leaves now then find another job need time ...den e mum of my will be heart breaking coz.. Y? my child is like this so making me so worry till now still got nope stable job... life sometime dont know wat r we live 4 ? when child can't wait to grow up than teenage tink got fashion,how to look GD! then dont study find job so hard man .... maybe there ppl out there worst than me(i know) sometime i tink wherether i m bless or cursed? with e enviorment i live now? This above post is my personal view so ...SRY TO THOSE FEEL OFFENCE.... GOOD DAY TO U ALL!!!

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

thanks for comments...anyway i dont know any one from political...(i just only a small woman)that i dont how express myself or like other ppl said not well manner.... straight forward?got this pic copy some1 so thanks... i feel that life so sain ..but when i said ..life so boring that when fate tiwisted n turn ... i got in to many trouble make myself a total fool right infront of every one i know.....do u know how that feel ? n den every one turn away from me..still alone i hate that i said that word!!!! thanks who ever take ur time to read this blog... is just that alone, hurt really killing me (that only way to express myself) thanks in a million......

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Does it paid a price to be special?

hiaz today see e TV....abt e title...it do or does pay a price to be special? I guess there is..coz i look so tomboy ... sain lots of my frenz look so cute sexy .... sain .. when i can be like that ...
many of my frenz said Y? look so man!!! hiaz sain lor how to change? starting to change then they cant that e blow sick dont how express myself that i wan to normal!!! during younger day i use to tink that i will be very pretty .....(that a dream that will nvm happen ) (-_-"""") ha ha so hack care now i sick n tired still wondering around e city ... looking 4 that ONE.... when or how i going to see u? i waiting 4 u.....(hahaha that nvm happen ...)kk for now lor

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life as same go by every day,today work n sain lor got this pic from my frenz so cute !!! my FRENZ call 'R' call me yesterday dont wat her problem ? did'nt call for a long time now call me 4 wat !!!! did not know now i so piss off with her dont know wat she wan !!!

alone in the dark, reach out to feel nth lost nope one out there to help me?where i am belong? to where r u that one i trust most? lost in this big city alone wandering around blind keep hitting till i dont wan to get up to face this big city? lay in e same spot rain or dry till............

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Monday, September 19, 2005

that life

recently tok with my frenz found out that life so sain ,,,,.... one of my frenz name R.. dont even call me but i call her but nvm reply me or sms me that so suck man!!! i dont wat is she tink? ...another frenz call she got pick up e phone that a really shock to me lor that guy alex u jerk!!! sick i wondering some time u ask for it or wat feel like give u a few kick n drown u in river..... (that to vent my anger!!!!)!!@######

Y? do that to me wat did i do to to become like this wat wrong did i do ??? if i really hurt u tell me dont keep in side everyone need to grows from mistake..... R ,i really dont know wat r u tink i like a prawn in ur hand, u treat me like i just a clown dont need me throw me away that hurt my feeling so much so..i wish i will 4 got u ASAP coz i dont wan to drag in e drakness again!!!

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

life still e same?

Haiz there? wondering where can i find a place where i find where nope one will treat me like a fool sain! having fun lonely alone having fun?
dont know!!!! there is some peace n soundful dead quite...... all alone again.....

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

so suck with it man

nth to say to do , eat ,feel nope one to love ass man!!!

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